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I HIT RIGHT BACK DOWN

Back to square one. I’ve just begun to make some progress but I always succumb to loneliness, laziness, lethargy
The world begins to spin round me, me
I hit a wall, start searching for a

Dopamine release, happiness it isn’t
I can’t get outside of me, keep messing with my system All I want is some relief, relief I rarely get
So another dopamine release, yeah. I be fiending for a
Dopamine release, happiness it isn’t
I can tell this isn’t me. Who’m I fucking kidding
I got friends when I’m in need and opportunities
I’ll be all I can be, and yet I still keep fiending for this

Motherfucking vice, I pay a hefty price
Just to feel nice, for a few moments
AND THEN I HIT RIGHT BACK DOWN

My active mind, it over thinks like all the time
Tells me no you’re not the one. You’re declining fast probably getting sick (cough) (cough)
Fuck reality come back to fantasy. You can partake in all these
Short term remedies at the cost of dignity. Come break your brain and pig out on a

Dopamine release, happiness it isn’t
I can’t get outside of me, keep messing with my system
All I want is some relief, relief I rarely get
So another dopamine release, yeah. I be fiending for a Dopamine release, happiness it isn’t
I can tell this isn’t me. Who’m I fucking kidding
I got friends when I’m in need and opportunities
I’ll be all I can be, and yet I still keep fiend for a

Motherfucking vice (hi Chris). just a siren song dragging me along to a false paradise (come through)
Yes it knows the art of persuasion makes me feel so damn enticed. I visit once, I visit twice, then a trigger compels a need to deliver more happy and then there’s no end in sight.
Speaking of sight my eyes are so bloody red, fog in my brain causing the day to pass lethargically in my bed.
If we talked recently, had a conversation, I didn’t take in a single word you said. I’m sorry. Too much in my head, this hobby has me escalated to a destination where the real world feels like second best.

And that ain’t right - no that ain’t life. Rationalize that this is fine, but that’s a lie. Neurons once together fired together wired. I am addicted to this script, I must rewrite.
And it’s so often that I hate you. put you down and I berate you Chris. But deep down I wanna save you.
I won’t let you spiral down. Won’t let you become a slave to a

Dopamine release. Dopamine release. Dopamine release, yeah.

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from "I (Finally) Said Yes​!​" EP, released December 6, 2018
Chris Songco-music, vocals, lyrics

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